Oct. 7. 2002 - Erotica I've decided to write some stories for the websites.  I'm posting my first little one here.  I already have library areas in some of the sites.  I'm going to create them in each site, and have relevant fictional and non-fictional reading material there.  Again, some of the sites have much of this already.  If anyone has submission, I will be happy to add those as well, as long as they are your own work. First little tale: Mistress Katt And so, it has begun This story begins in Mistress Katt's early days, before she was Mistress Katt, and this is the story, of how her plunge into the world of darker pleasures, had begun.  Is it true? I'll leave that up to the reader to decide.  It begins with a friendship, the meeting of minds, bodies and spirits.  Her first playmate, the lovely young supple Japanese submissive, Keiko. No  one could have imagined it.  Especially those who knew Keiko well.   Her  husband of 5 years didn't have a clue.  But there it was all along, beneath the surface, lurking. Even Keiko didn't know how fully the hunger existed within her.  Raised in a traditional Japanese family for the first 10 years of her life, then moving to Canada to live as a teen in the Western world, marrying a college boyfriend at her first year of school. Nothing of her experiences had explained the mysterious longing within her.  It took  the  right  combination  of  events  to begin to open that bloom, expose it, and the right combination of people to let it fully flower. In the beginning, not even Mistress Katt knew that this dark seed lay within her.  She herself in her younger days was not aware of her inclination to enjoy the many delights of dominance and submission, Sadism and masochism.  She always knew she was bisexual, and had had relationships with both men and women before.  To  her at first the terms themselves, dominance and submission, sadism and masochism, were crude and simple terms and  she couldn't relate to their clinical tone, or their historical past.  Couldn't relate them to her private longings.  Though with time and appreciation, knowledge and experience, this too would change.   Katt and Keiko met through a chat room they both accessed online.  When they first started to chat together, they knew somehow that their lives would never be the same again.  Like these things often do, It  all happened very quickly, like the flame that surges to life at the end of match, one moment a quiet darkness the next a flickering blaze that consumes the atmosphere around it. The sensation was like the  meeting  of gazes that takes place between two people with chemistry across a room or table at a party.  Unexpected, intimate, knowing, connection, confusion, hunger, and another myriad of small emotions mingling into an intoxicating subtle cocktail of sensation.  As  the  online relationship developed it became obvious that they were special  people to each  other.   The  more often they chatted, the more obvious  it  became to them.   As their trust and comfort grew, their conversations turned to shared fantasies and the  shared  fantasies turned to  deep  passion and need.  Keiko became aware if her previously repressed desire of women, particularly dominant women.  It was becoming clearer and clearer  how their shared needs ran deep within them both. The ability to meet that need became a raging torrent of desire.  Katt was still very young at this stage.  She had some knowledge of the BDSM lifestyle, but not the experience.  Of course, she had always had her fantasies. This new connection with Keiko became an over-powering passion that eclipsed everything else in her life.  This was true also, for Keiko.       There  were  other  reasons,  of course, besides the passion that they  shared  with each other which drew them together.  They had both made had relationships in the past that were unfulfilling, with bad  choices in partners, and resolving those issues was  also  a  priority.   Though one came from the east, and the other from the west, they both shared a passion for things traditionally Japanese. They talked about art, culture, language, sushi.  Of course, the events that were to take place, the unfoldings of their inner selves, would have had to have taken place regardless, even if they had never met.  It was something inside both of them, waiting to be born. They   learned  something  about  their  mutual  desire  for  the inclusion  of  dominance  and  submission  in their relationships while communicating  via  computer.  Exploring fantasies together.  Letting their imaginations roam and feed off of one another,  but  it was on the phone that it really came  alive  for  them.  It wasn't easy for them to talk on the phone in the beginning. For  a long time Keiko would call Katt late at night, after her husband had fallen asleep on the  couch, or disappeared for a night out with the 'boys'.   Normally Katt would never consider becoming intimately involved, even online, with someone in a 'traditional' monogamous marriage.  Katt herself was single at this time in her life. However, Keiko's husband created the exception to her relationship rules, once an attractive arrogant young college stud, in five years, he had transformed into a bit of a monster.  Partying hard on his parents money, he developed problems with alcohol, and maybe drugs, Keiko didn't know for sure.  He dropped out of school, didn't get a job, came and went out all hours, and basically ignored her other than to lash out on occasion and complain about her domestic lackings, even though she continued with school, and even a part time job. Keiko, raised with certain family traditions and beliefs, had married young, repressing her own inner beliefs and feelings around sexuality, relationships, and lifestyles.  The things she dreamt and fantasized about, she mistakenly believed she was alone in, and could never become a reality.  She had not yet learned there were groups of people out there, who did live as she dreamed to. Katt and Keiko would talk for hours and Keiko would whisper "yes" in response to the wicked questions Katt asked her, and  she  would  touch herself under her nightgown while they talked, breathing her desperate 'yes' into the phone, she would come  and  come and come.   There were even times when she would  stay  home  from  work  in order to talk to Katt on the phone, and they would spend  nearly the whole day enmeshed in fantasies, their silky fingers exploring their own bodies as they worked one another into a frenzy. Most of it with Katt weaving fantasies of dominance and submission for Keiko while they both masturbated.  Katt's own burning fueled by Keiko's breathy pleas, her 'yes' of all varieties, soft and scared, hungry and impassioned, and the sounds of her building pleasure beneath it all. Keiko learned through some research, that there were people out there like her, like Katt.  People who didn't want to live how they had been taught was the 'right way', but live true to themselves.  She realized their were other choices besides heterosexual monogamous vanilla pairings sanctioned by church and state.  Keiko realized that the world held new, and very exciting, possibilities.  Katt had known this herself for sometime, and of course, strongly encouraged Keiko's new line of study and thought.  Though even if their hadn't been others out there like her,  Katt had always been determined to live true to herself.  She had only been waiting, for the right opportunities to arise. One of those opportunities certainly seemed to be arising in the person of Keiko. Finally the hard step that was inevitable was made, they were to meet.  The phone relationship and computer relationship had gone on for six long months. Keiko and her husband, (likely due in part to Kat's influence) separated, and he lived elsewhere, she didn't know where.  Though often he would come by and cause trouble for her.  For  some  time,  neither  wanting to make another mistake with a relationship, and Keiko never having been with a woman before, their time together in the real world was a tension filled burning. After another month of tormented courtship in the 'real world', dates filled with unspoken longings, where they would share meals and company, then part, only to call and talk the moment they could, being together again as they were familiar and comfortable.  They finally got together for that inevitable date, where they had sex together. Their  first  time making love together  was nothing at all like the sex they had  shared  over  the last months on the phone and online before they had finally met in person.  The beauty  of  finally  being together and the love that they had come to feel  for  each  other guided that time together.   It was  tender and uncomplicated.  It had it's moments of rougher passion, but it still was firmly in the realm of 'vanilla'.  It was  warm  and  special,  the  kind of love-making that one reads about in romance novels and wonders about really existing.  Or, well maybe a little more like the kind of sex that one sees in quality lesbian porn and wonders about really existing.  Or, well, maybe a lot of both.  Keiko  had  known for many months that Katt was interested in exploring the local BDSM scene, the parties and events in town, underground, and becoming part of this community. She knew that eventually she would be taken by Katt to one of these events.  Katt also told her of her other 'plans' she had for Keiko, that even as their sexual relationship still had only been in the realm of the 'vanilla' world.  Katt and Keiko's fantasies delved deep into BDSM.  Katt's mind raced with plans of training Keiko, to be her personal sex slave.  It didn't take too long, before her induction into submission began.   Katt had created something she called the 'training program', and that once Keiko had given a formal agreement to enter into this aspect of their relationship, that she would have certain expectations of her.  Keiko did not hesitate, and it wasn't long before her instruction began in earnest.   Katt with all seriousness, deviousness, and consuming passion, explained  the training as a life-long path of study in which Keiko would  learn  to  know herself completely.  She would learn that there were  many,  many  things which excited her sexually.  She would learn that  there  were  many,  things  which she wanted and needed to fantasize  about  and  experience  which  she  had  never  allowed herself the freedom  to  even  think  about  in the past.  Katt would give her the freedom that she had been unable to give herself.  Katt would become Mistress Katt, and  would train her mentally and physically to be her sex slave in every possible meaning. During  the months that Katt had lived alone in anticipation of her relationship with Keiko, Mistress Katt had been born, gestating in Katt's applied studies.  Katt nurtured the developing Mistress within her.   Much of this development came from her own instincts, from her own fantasies, and was fueled by Keiko's shared passions online and on the phone.  Some  of  this development came through  reading  about  the  experiences  of others, and through chatting with other dominants online.  Katt had even gone to a couple of the underground parties on her own, without telling Keiko, to watch others at play.  Most  of  the development of the Mistress within though came  from  examining  herself, honestly  and openly, and discovering  that  it  was taking Keiko into the deepest corners of her passions that excited her more than anything else in the world.  They  both  understood  intuitively and intellectually  that  the  roles actually crossed  when they were being Mistress and slave to each other.  When Katt was  dominating  her,  she  was doing it to allow Keiko the freedom to do those  things  which  excited  her  most,  bringing her to a zenith of sexual  passion and fulfillment.  When Keiko was being submissive to Katt, she  was  in many ways using Katt, making her do things to her and with her  that she wanted; having the power to make her because of the need that she knew Katt had to be dominant with her.  You may or may not have heard it before, but many believe it is truly the submissive that holds the most power in the BDSM relationship.  However, with Katt and Keiko, they felt it was a balance, a power exchange of equal strength and beauty. Keiko threw  herself  into  her  training eagerly.  No matter  what  Katt required  of  her,  she did it.  She read the books, looked  at the  pictures, watched the movies, learned private signals and  codes they used between them.  She wore what Katt said to wear, masturbated when and  how Katt told  her to, fucked and sucked whenever and whomever Katt said to.  She  had thought in the beginning that surely she would become accomplished  at  being  Katt's sex slave  rather quickly, and that the training of course could not truly last a lifetime.  But the more she submitted to Katt, the more Keiko was trained, the more she realized that  it  would  continue  until  they chose for it to end.  She hoped that day would never come. The  stories  that  will continue in this series are episodes in the  training of Keiko.   A note from Mistress Katt: Names (and maybe even genders and more) have been changed  and  some  events altered in order to respect and protect the wishes of those who may or may not have been involved (again, I leave that to the reader to decide).   It is my  hope that the reader will be able  to  share  in some of the excitement of this tale of Mine,  and Keiko's, dark love. XO Katt  previous/next e-mail me! For those of you who already have a membership, or who cannot for whatever reason support us through memberships to Erotimania sites.  Please consider the following additional ways you can support the growth of Erotimania sites.  Thanks in advance for your time and consideration! For the generous folx with some extra spending money, Make a donation to help support Erotimania sites growth!  Invest in us!  We put back in, what we get out. For those with a little bit of patience. 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