Oct 3, 2002 - October?!
I've been so busy busy busy that I can't believe it's October already, and that it's the third. Hmmm, it's a little longer that I'd have liked since my last journal entry, but I've just gotten all caught up in my new yahoo groups, networking out there with people. If you can't them to come to you, well, go to them! The pics throughout this entry are from my last shoot, which I'll talk about a bit later.
Back to the yahoo groups thing:
I know a lot of people like the comfort of yahoo groups, and feel it's in a totally different category than visiting an 'adult' website. And I can understand that, there is also the belief that you get more 'free stuff' from yahoo groups than from sites. But that all depends. You get a lot of the -same- stuff, circulating over, and over, and over again. The nice thing about a personal site, a personal adult site, like ours,
over an industry adult site, or a yahoo group, is that we're actually in the constant creation of the things we're interested in, our fetishes, and sexuality. We just don't talk about, or show other people doing it. We do it ourselves, on camera, photograph it, video clip it, stream it live, so it's always real, always new, always changing. This is the real deal. No, it's not all for free, there is no way we could afford to do that. The thousands and thousands of images, and web pages we create, and continue to create, come with an ongoing financial cost. Web hosting for adult services, and other assorted fees. It's not all fun and games. If our passions didn't drive us, we wouldn't be here doing it. Again, thank you to those that continue to support our endeavors.
Anyways, the yahoo groups, if you want to check them out, though you won't really find anything there that isn't happening here, because the yahoo groups are really like little satellites out there, they could never contain the diversity and flexibility and sheer content of the sites. However, they do attract people who prefer to surf and communicate there than here. So if you are looking for other like mindeds, come visit me there too (and help me drag those folks over here to chat in the site forum, it doesn't cost a cent, and it's so much easier to access for me). I know I know, it's all about me <laugh>. But I really do want to get involved with chatting with people, and on a personal level, and for me, the sites are my personal space... I want them over in my cyber living room! Where I have things decorated the way I like, etc, etc.
Okay, the groups:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/kattbbw/
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/headshavingbaldwomen/
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/footfetishgoddess/
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/femmedommemistresskatt/
and for locals of BC Canada who are interested in the adult industries:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BCadultprofessionalNetwork/
Okay, one of the things I've been so busy with, is sorting and editing *loads* of pictures from the shoot I did out at the home of another Mistress, Mistress Fire, with Ms. Kate and a lovely boy toy sub. We we're very very naughty, and had loads of fun. It's been so hard for me to pick a few little samples to show you, because we literally took hundreds of pictures. There will be quite a number going up in DominAction and in FootFetish.
The two other ladies I was playing with are incredibly foxy, and between the three of us, we had quite the collection of fetish wear, boots, shoes, toys, and ideas. It worked out for a great play time, and some amazing photos. I've never done so much 'sword' play before. The other ladies sported more medieval style blades, but I got to handle a lovely katana, which if I carry on with my martial arts training, I'll one of these days get around to learning how to wield properly.
I'm not going to cross post these pictures into the wig lovers site, or the head fetish site, or the regular Erotimania site, because a lot of folks in there are not comfortable with some of the activities involved in this kind of photo shoot. However, I was bald in a number of the galleries, and also wore a long blonde wig in some, a long black wig in others. So if you're not getting enough of my head or curves in the other sites, and
don't mind seeing people squashed with big boots and heels, poked with sharp blades, locked in steel cages, sat on, cropped, humiliated, etc, then check them out. But... don't go running there yet. These pictures are going to take me at least another week before I get them all sorted and organized, play with them a bit more and get them into proper galleries for the site.
The forum is growing slowly but surely, we have some discussion threads in there. Thank you to those who have posted. Please peek in there and introduce yourself if you like.
We've also been busy doing some renovations, adding more of my favorite color, red, to the walls. Mmmmmm. Yummy. I've also been planning with Aya, who I still have photo galleries of to put up as well, about her head shave, and I will give more details on that when we have them. Her and I are also working on setting up a phenomenal dungeon together, but that is also a project that is going to take some time.
I've been doing well in terms of my depression. Still grieving heavily the death of my friend from last January, and the break up with my ex girlfriend. I think of them almost each and every day. Partly because I haven't erased the reminders of them from my life. I love them still, both of them, so very much, that I don't want to forget. I've started... hmmm... 'exploring' my friendship with Kali a little more, who is also an ex of my ex, which make things a little unusual sometimes. We started kissing together the other night while cuddling on the couch, and it got very emotional for me, I cried and cried and cried. Sometimes the simplest acts of connection between people can hold so much emotional power. I know it's something I need to take slow, in terms of my emotional needs, and process within myself carefully.
I'm dying to photograph her though. She hides, inside, Kali does, and I can see how beautiful she can be when she smiles, and lets it shine on out. That's enough of that. I'm trying not to get too emotionally in-depth in here lately, need to keep it all together, and keep working.
Well, that's all for now... since it's a lot!
I'll keep you posted!
XO
Katt
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