April 8 - computer lounging Well, as you can see, I'm still computing from the bed, however we have a desk and chair being delivered on Tuesday, so at least then I'll have another option.  Not that I'm minding lounging around on the bed while I 'work' actually, what I've been doing is immersing myself in computer games, currently it's Civilization III that has my attention.  So if you peek at the webcam, you're likely to see exactly what's pictured above, me laying on the bed, focused on the screen in front of me, and oblivious to the rest of the world. We had a huge moving sale this weekend, and it went really well, which is how we can afford to be getting ourselves a desk! yay!   I'm basically an overmedicated, under motivated zombie in many regards right now, but I know for the time being, it's really for the best.  Lately, despite meds, I've had a really rough time sleeping, it's about 5:30 am here as I type this now, and I have not yet been to bed.  Well technically I've been in bed all night, but not exactly sleeping.   Some days are still better than others, and some days, I'm basically just working on holding myself together and avoiding impulsive self destructive behaviors.   I've decided my red Mohawk has to undergo a change, because it fades so quickly and I'm not one on a lot of upkeep lately, so this week, Wolfe is going to shave the sides for me again, and I'll dye the remaining hair black, or a really dark cherry, but with permanent color. Well, I'll keep this brief, time for me give sleeping another attempt! XO Katt  previous/next e-mail me! clix here to vote for my journal please  Recommended this week :   Come on.... just a little something, money for tea? for Christmas dinner? for toilet paper? for shaving cream? for a puppy? for oranges? for tampons? for paper? for Mr. Noodle? hooked on phonics lessons? for anti-depressants? For puppy food? For puppy kindergarten? For bankruptcy fees? for neutering costs?