November 7th - I should be sleeping
Well, It's 4:30 in the morning, and as often as naught at this time, I am wide awake. Working away actually on the website. Digging up old cam shows, and shoots that have been overlooked and making them website ready. Working on the new pictures we've taken from the last photo shoot just recently.
We had loads of fun at the last photo shoot, and I've got tons of content now for the foot fetish section of dominaction.
barbie came up with the fantastic idea of photographing me on a table surrounded by all my favorite shoes... I get a little insane with them all I have to tell you. Me playing with shoes in more ways than you can imagine, or maybe you can.
The foot fetish section will be going up hopefully within the week, there is so much to do that we are managing it all in bits and stages. Exciting stuff.
So many things I want to do shoots of. I know next week, I want to do some 'straight' i.e. 'vanilla' hardcore stuff for erotimania, and I want to do some amazing wig transformation galleries too. I miss doing proper photo shoots of wig transformations. I'd like to do it with the cam running so I can have a live cam show, cam galleries, and photo galleries.. maybe even some video clips. With of course the appropriate dress up to go along with it. We'll see what happens. One day at a time. As it is, for erotimania, there are more cam galleries and slide shows going up that are ready to roll, and a wig gallery too, it's just a matter of getting them uploaded.
And, I have still as of yet, gotten to be duct taped! ergh!
terrible of me to complain really <smile>
Life has been busy and crazy. barbie and I actually got to get away this weekend and spend time visiting both her family and mine, it went really well. She even told some of her family about my websites! eep!... Mine knows all about everything, I'm blessed with very liberal, accepting and loving kin. While we were gone, Wolfe babysat barbie's dog... an older rottweiler. Well, this dog is a character, is all I can say... you may have seen him lurking on the live cam now and then. He was very well behaved, except for one episode. Hmmmm... what do you expect out of naughtiness from a rottie?... think your worst now! Well.. this big old sucky boy, left alone, got into the left over halloween candy. He, being the eccentric he is, helped himself only to his favorite... lollipops. Wolfe came home to find the lollipops gone, and a neat little pile of perfectly undamaged wrappers and sticks hidden under the table. <laugh> Not only is this dog very very clever, but he's got pizzaz! The height of his naughtiness.. lollipop theft. So much for the vicious breed image (gets ruined too when he hides behind me because one of the cats wants to play with him).
I want a little dog of my own, a very very little dog... am considering some different breeds, and I've been told... I may get a dog around/after Christmas, depending on finances. I'm very excited about that! My fave breeds are actually pit bulls and thai ridgebacks, but those dogs get a lot of bad press, and, since we have no car, would be difficult to really care for properly. The law here is a small dog in a proper carrier may ride on the bus... so there you go. Small dog makes sense. I used to have two pit bulls, sweet girls. The nicest suckiest lovey dogs, but I got tired of people crossing the street when I walked them, and the police harassing me for refusing to muzzle them. It's people that make for bad dogs... not dog breeds themselves.
So much to say. Update on the depression.. well I have good days, and bad days. Good days, I get up, wash, feel good, eat, play, laugh, work on the websites, maybe go out and about, get things I need to get done done, like cleaning and laundry. Bad days, I may not see the outside of my bedroom, except to visit the bathroom, I lay in bed, cry, sleep, have nightmares, feel hopeless, and try to escape into the warmth and darkness of my bed. Sometimes I have days that are half and half, some times I have a few good days in a row, sometimes a few bad days in a row. I just take it, day at a time, hour at a time, breath at a time, thought and feeling at a time, and try and do the best I can.
Okay, enough for now, It's 5am, I'm going to try and get some Zzzzzzz's
XO
Katt