August 15 - HAPPY ANNIVERSARY
What a silly pic I know... but that's one of the things I value the most in my relationship
with barbie is how she's let me relax into enjoying being playful and silly, and letting go
of concerns over how I might be perceived and judged around that.
6 months of the most amazing relationship I have ever shared with another woman.My sweet barbie...
Last night, I got to shave the sides of her head down, and then braid her remaining mohawk
into lots of little slinky braids. Then she let me.. finally, take pictures of her to post here.
She's such a beautiful woman, but she can be shy, and sometimes self judgmental.
So if you think she's as cute as I do... write me so I can show her the mail as proof!I love all her bits, all her looks, silly, serious, sexy....
Out of all the pictures we took last night, I think this one is my favorite:
It's her loving, sweet girlish, yet seductive gaze, pulling me in, and melting me.
There it is again... without her hand hiding that perfect smile.
Yes, yes, I know.. I sound like a love sick maniac... well, I am. ! <grin>
And probably by the time you get to the end of this entry, you'll have seen
enough pics of barbie to make up for the lack of them over the last 6 months
Now we only have to get around to getting pictures of her in 'action'
Particularly when she's beating on my backside with something... since it's
something she does soooo soooo well.
It's unfortunate in some ways that the camera doesn't capture all that I see
She has the remarkable ability to look so many different ways...
a little like me perhaps. She can be soft and tender and girly one moment
and butch, hard, boyish and... grrrr the next.
She definitely seems to have a knack for knowing which particular
part of her is going to drive me maddest.Or maybe it's that I love all parts of her so much...
that no matter what part is showing (almost!) it drives me mad.
Whether it's tender kisses....
A teasing tongue or touch...
Or her teeth so hard in my throat that she leaves her
mark on me for days and days... Wearing it like a badge
my bruised tender hickey.. like a sign to the world that says
someone has marked out this territory.My fingers unconsciously brushing over the spot when she's absent
and I miss her spirit traipsing through mine, the tantric taunt...Or when I catch it in the mirror... that bruised kiss livid on the white of my neck
and I find my pulse races as my body remembers... remembers how it feels to
have her teeth pressing against me, feeling... penetrated, deep in my soul,
making me wet.
I'll never stop or give up on loving barbie
I've been blessed... I'm entwined.Should circumstances, ever separate us, the solid fact in my being
is she is irrevocably a part of my experience, my growth, my understanding of self
and of love, of places within me, and of how I can love.
That will never leave me.
barbie... I will love you for ever.
XO
Katt