August 15 - Unfoldings.
barbie and I got together 6 months ago today... happy anniversary! We've had our ups and downs, but the movement of the relationship has definitely been towards increasing love, trust and better communication.
It seems that when there are conflicts in a relationship, the closer you get to one another and the more safety increases in some areas, the more the remaining areas of conflict intensify until you're able to work them out.
barbie is a very special person in my life, and has been a part of some profound changes in me. I've grown so much in so many ways.
barbie I love and adore you, for now and for always... we belong with and to, one another.
I feel like there are many new beginnings for me right around the corner right now.
Sometimes you have to hit the bottom before you can really see the right path to climb to where you want to get.
It's like I've been walking some steep paths of the mountain of life, and I've fallen hard... well I've been laying here, a little stunned, looking up, and looking around, finding there's some good supports for me where I am now... and I'm in the process of learning a few little tricks, getting a bit better equipment, and now that I've spotted some good trail options, I'm feeling pretty confident that I'm ready to get to the top of my mountain.
There are lots of little options that seem to be opening up for me.
Some accomplishments in the last few days include.
Jogging in the early morning mist around trout lake.
Picking wild blackberries
cooking and baking good food
Going to a yoga class with barbie and friends
Getting my home more organized
Offered an interview (later today!) to explore the opportunity to teach at an open university for women who lack the resources to access regular university.
Going back to my first kickboxing class after many months
Creating plans daily for healthier living, and moving with the flow of what opens up around me.
Doing some photo shoots for the sites.
That's all for now, keeping it brief! I've got things to do today!
XO
Katt