April 20

Wow, it's been a few days since I updated here.  Today was a wonderful day, thank goodness, because yesterday absolutely sucked.  

I slept in until just before 1pm, which is when our darling friend Peter arrived and we headed out for a hearty breakfast and some catching up on our recent weekend adventures.  

We swapped sadist stories, He had gone to a private party on Friday night while I was at the biotech party,  and he went out to play again on Saturday night to the Rascal party - all kink/BDSM events.  I had planned on going to Rascals, but ended up in a severe depressive episode on Saturday that had me alternately either completely comatose sleeping, comatose disassociative, or sobbing uncontrollably.  I also had some suicidal ideation rear it's ugly head again, which is a very unhappy place to be. Dark and crappy space.

I think it's a combination of adjusting to some medication changes, combined with the fact that I had been caffeine loading all day Friday during the biotech workshops (more on that in previous entries) and then the play party for Biotech on Friday night. 

Welp, after breakie at the local greasy spoon, it was off to check out the girls craft fair, Aya and wife, with manning a booth with a collection of pretty funky sock monkeys and other assorted goodies, lots of -sweet- looking alternative chickies there with booths.  I'm not sure what the craft fair was all about - I do know, it was called 'gay lord' and it seemed to be a collection of alternative looking girls... lots of tatts, piercings, mohawks, etc to be seen.  No grannies... but there were baked goods. <smile>

I managed not to spend any monies, barely, and we took off again after making plans to meet up later for Buddhist veg for dinner.  Cruised for places to buy Peter some organic jewelery to plug a hole in his ear which was abandoned by it's previous decorative element.  He had the hole stretched a bit, and made a bit of a sweet fuss in the process... something between howling, growling and tantric breathing, vocalizations in pain are always pleasant on the ears.  So I enjoyed the moment.

When we were back at our place he graciously allowed me to photograph his impressive nude form.  I would have ideally liked to have shot him in some smoke filled dimly lighted blacksmiths forge, standing in nothing but a kilt, maybe holding some red hot glowing tongs while some small cowering subbie in chains fawned at his feet... but, we work with what we have.  I did have chains, so against the red wall, naked but for chains, I took some pretty good pics I think.  I'd definitely like to shoot more some time.

I didn't ask permission to distribute, so I'm not posting a pic here because of that... I'll check in with him, and if it's a go, you can see one an entry or two from now.

After taking pics, the girls and a sweet sexy bodacious friend of theirs dropped in to head over into china town for dinner.  The more the merrier when it comes to food like Chinese where you're sharing, because the more mouths, means the more variety...... mmmmmmmmmm.  Loads of fun veggie food, lots of gluten based mock meat dishes - Aya has a wee veggie lemon chicken addiction. 

After dins it was back to the loft, bodacious friend played around trying on some of my fetish wear/lingerie/costumes/wigs... always happy to assist people getting naked and sexy in my space in any which way they please.

Peter had to head out, but the girls stayed on for a little while, and there was much flirting, hugging... even a little spanking... purrrrr.  Then energies seriously flagged and it was time to call it a night.

Which it is again... I'm off to play a little on neopets and then bed with a book.

Tonight I've updated with a number of past previously unposted entries of the days leading up to this one, so read back if you're nosey, go on, be nosey.  There is sex, sadomasochism and despair all in the mix.