April 17

Some of my recent mail...

The feel good come on's: (some from strangers, some from friends.)

dear mistress,

i obtained your email from internet.

i am a female would like to know your interest to meet females.

do you play with girls??

pls reply.

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Wow,

How can i get to know all there is to know about you and if you are

still searching for a man to love you for you? well email me a note

if you want to make me your friend and get to see if you can enjoy

having me be more you are so hot I would enjoy getting burnt when I

touch you

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I just wanted you to know that your sole man is here, and I've gotta whole

lotta loving for you.

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Spiritual support: (the one posted from someone who has written me before, and is very caring and respectful, but is still working at saving my soul - and yes, I was happy to give permission to be included in prayers, though I'm not god-based spiritualy, I have great respect for other's paths)

I have been  reading your journal entries and impressed by your

candor and openness of you deepest feelings even the

darkest and most explicit. You have motivated me to

be a better journaler myself, if there is such a word.

 

Anyway, I have read your struggles and have felt that

you have been so close to the door that leads to the

power and help you need to fight your depression. Not

saying it is some magic pill or action, although I

never discount the power of a miracle. I am not

really sure how to say this without coming off as a

complete wacko, so I will try to say it in a way that

you can hear it I hope and pray.

It seems you might be missing something in life and

you have been trying to fill that hole with a variety

of activities, mostly with sexual adventures.

Although sex is a gift from God, it is not a

substitute for God. I could be wrong, but you seem to

crave some deep inner fulfillment and completion of

your whole self and all the different parts that make

you the unique individual you are. I cannot help but

wonder how ready you are to turn to Jesus and find

what you have been looking for for so long. Ok, now

you think am nuts or some fundamentalist wacko, but I

hope you can see that am not and hope you will find

someway to Jesus through any Christian Church in your

area. I am not familiar with denominations in Canada,

but hope you would consider a United Methodist Church

for I am one myself and find we are far more

understanding and accepting that others of those who

are say living outside the box of what is considered

by society as "normal". I heart goes out to you as

you struggle through your depression and with your

permission ask to pray for you.

Hope your day gets brighter and you will consider

turning to Jesus.

Love in Christ.

For some reason, I'm also on a woman's ministry email list... 

I also of course, get the regular spam for penis enlargement and diet pills.  I don't think I need either... really.  <smile>