March 13
Lovely
day today, though I woke up in a horrid mood. Had plans to go
out with my baby for sushi and to wig shop with her, but felt I had to
cancel because I felt so down. Fortunately though, as the day
went on, I started to pick up, and by the time it was time to get
together, I was craving sushi, wig shopping, and raring to go.
Wig shopping is always challenging,
especially when you are shopping for someone else, and all you want to
do is buy the whole store! I tried on a number of wigs that I
have on my 'to buy' list. I tried on a little white chin length
bob that I really liked, fun.

Sushi was all you can eat, and oh
did we! Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm (thank you honey!) My tummy is
still happy.
She also gifted me with a couple of
surprises, one of which was a lovely floral print chiffon apron to add
to my growing collection of aprons. One of these days I'll have
as many maids as I have aprons! I will not give up on my BDSM
estate plans, at the very least, they will be retirement plans.
Well, likely sooner, the current plan is that in seven years our
bankruptcy file will be removed from our credit record, our condo will
be paid off, and we should be able to invest in out of town acreage on
which to build. So we would start seven years from now, based on
that plan. The alternate plan, is before that time I get funding
from subby investor(s) that wants to live part or full time in a
submissive role in a BDSM household. Securing slave labour to
actually build, shouldn't prove difficult. It's essentially just
materials cost. I've had offers of skilled labor already.
Speaking of the BDSM lifestyle,
I've had yet another person make inquiries in terms of mentoring,
specifically with a focus on CBT, there seems to be a lot of female
Dommes out there who want more and good information on safe, sane CBT
play. At this rate, I'll have to recruit some more training
bottoms, as my main CBT masochist is an out of town boy. Though
he comes down regularly enough. Come to think of it, out of all
the workshops I've seen offered, one I haven't really seen is one on
CBT, maybe I'll talk to our local event organizers about the seeming
demand in the community, I'd be game to do a little workshop on
that... For those of you not in the kink scene, CBT stands for cock
and ball torture, and yes, there are many people, on the giving and receiving
end, who -really- enjoy this activity, so don't go feeling sorry for
anyone, trust me... they like it, they *really* like it. It's
something men either like, or they don't, and they are almost always
pretty damn sure which camp they fall into. You only play with
the boys, of boys who like their boys played with.
Well, it's late, and I'm pooped,
I'm going to upload this sucker tomorrow, better late than never!









