March 10

Enjoying my Mohawk, I really do want to try to keep it growing long, the hawk that is.  Once a fair bit of the blonde grows out, I'm thinking I may dye it red and black stripes.

Today I posed with Angelle, not the series of pics I have here in the journal, that's part of a solo shoot I did later in the day, but earlier today Wolfe shot me with Angelle, we were both totally nudie-butt on the bed, big chubbay girls!  I think they make for an interesting BBW duo series, her with her stubbled ultra short hair, and me with my hawk.

I'm also really grooving on being up to shooting so much content lately, I love the changes we've been making with the sites, and that we've been able to put so much into them.  

I've finished Ken Mayer's book, Real Women Don't Diet! and I enjoyed it.  I'm not feeling particularly cerebral tonight, so I won't articulate the how and why's of my enjoyment, suffice it to say, it was a good read.

I'm now seriously craving some good book, of which, I have none.  I would love to have an unread Anne Rice or Stephen King or Clive Barker novel on hand right now, but alas, I do not.  I did pick up a book second hand today that is comprised of some short stories based on psychological case studies, that looks interesting, maybe I'll go lose myself in that after I finish this.  That, and I'm going to download some crossword puzzles off the internet.  If anyone knows of some good crossword sites... mail me!

I talked with my mother on the phone briefly the other day, and scheduled a visit for a few days in the middle of next week, so if you're a regular reader, don't be surprised when I disappear!  I haven't visited with my parents for a while.  I always enjoy the good food, and the card playing.  We always play loads of cards, usually hand and foot, a version of Canasta. 

When I talked with her I also asked her if she could communicate with some other family members around the Native Indian heritage on my grandmother's side.  Her grandmother was Metis.  I would be interested in exploring Metis status if possible.  Ironically enough, the connection is Huron, and it was the Huron, and not the Mohawk, who wore their hair at times in that over the head strip that somehow mistakenly came by the name 'Mohawk'.  

The local meat market by us has started carrying Buffalo, and I adore it.  Splurged on Buffalo steaks for us tonight, and ground Buffalo for the dogs for the next few days.  Even the cat had some. 

Well I'm pooped, going to head to crossword downloading, and start to download myself for the night... Last night I couldn't sleep till 5 in the morning.  Finally clued in that part of my agitation was sexual urges (why It's been so long since I had a regular libido, I have to relearn what it feels like!) masturbated, and voila! fell asleep.  I wonder whether it's depression lifting, (even though I'm sleeping mega-depression amounts) or whether I've just gained so much weight, that the hormone levels in my body have reached a level where they're sending the right messages to the right places.  Fat girls are hornier... it's a biological fact.  I'll leave you with that one, and trundle my thick butt off to other places!

Adieu!