March 02

Had a really lovely day yesterday, went to Angelle and her partners place for dinner, he had made an absolutely delicious chicken curry, a green curry with coconut milk, and it was to use an entirely appropriate cliché 'to die for'.  Then after some yummy pie and whip cream, we headed out to go to the play party, which was preceded by a 'Kinky Karnival' complete with a stilt walker in a Vegas style costume and spanking booths, among other things.  After the carnival section of the evening (I did spank the spankee in the spanking booth) I tied Angelle up to one side of a cross, and my male out of town subbie to the other side of the cross, and played and played.  I mostly tit tortured Angelle, binding those beauties and then playing with pegs and clamps, suction cupping, and cropping, and your general pinching and squeezing.  My male subby is a hardcore nipple torture and CBT kind of guy, since I was doing two at the same time, I invited a watching Domme to come in and play with my boy.  That was quite delightful to watch and overhear, and play into every once and a while, while I focused primarily on Angelle's breasts.  I then switched, and subbed out to Wolfe, my Daddy, and he secured me to a bench, and proceeded to cane and flog, spank and paddle my happy bottom black and blue.  As per my recent endorphin developments during a scene, I started giggling, and then guffawing uncontrollably, in absolute hysterics actually.  Wolfe decided to stop not only because of the condition of my butt cheeks, but because he was worried I was going to pass out hyperventilating from laughing so hard.  Me of course, high as a kite on my endorphins, was quite happy to keep going, so what if I pass out! Wake me up, and we can keep going!  Ah the mixed curse and blessings of responsible tops.  Angelle crashed shortly after, and her and her partner headed off.  We folded soon ourselves, but decided to make our way to a late night sushi spot with my out of town subbie.  After some much needed additional yummy sustenance, I was getting pretty ready for bed.  Headed home, read a little bit of my Stephen King novel I'm in the midst of right now, and soon was unable to keep my eyes open.  Couldn't of orchestrated a much nicer day, except for maybe some hot and heavy sex...

Lise entered the dark apartment, quietly, not wanting to wake up Nikki who she assumed was asleep at this late hour.  Nikki had asked her to call before leaving the club, and if she was up, she would come by and pick her up, saving the cab fair.  Lise, had dutifully called, but receiving no reply, assumed Nikki had turned the ringer off the phone before going to sleep, which she often did when she didn't want her sleep disturbed.  Turning to slip of her coat and shoes, her back facing the pitch black square that denoted the open bathroom door off the entry hall, Lise was taken completely by surprise, when faster than she could fully gasp in a stunned breath, a hand snaking out of the darkness wrapped itself over her now open mouth.  Instinct and panic welled instantly in her causing her to thrash after a moments hesitation.  A moment long enough to have ensured her assailant to step into her hard, shoving her body against the hall wall opposite, her head pulled back against the crook of a strong arm radiating heat, her mouth effectively gagged by the hand clasped firmly over it.  Her coat had only half come off and the sleeves still trapping her arms only made her more completely trapped. She was about to try and bite and scream through her attackers hand, when Nikki's familiar voice, stern, and with the deep tenor rumble it got only when she was very sexually aroused, filled her mind with sound, as 'relax, close your eyes, and drop' whispered into her ear along with Nikki's hot breath.  The fear and panic that had soared through her only a moment before was instantly replaced with equally intense state of being she mentally referenced as 'sub space'.  Not to mention arousal beyond recognition.  Several things occurred in her body simultaneously, her knees buckled as nipples hardened, and she was wet to the point that she could already feel the moisture between her legs start to slick her thighs. Time seemed to slow and beneath the hand Nikki had clasped over her parted lips, she couldn't help but release a moan as a shudder overtook her.  Nikki held her firm against the wall, experience leading her to anticipate Lise's week kneed reaction.  

That's all you get, lately I've been more about starting stories than finishing them, though hopefully the 'finishing' mood will strike soon, and all the stories I've started will get middles and ends.

In the meantime I'm just going to allow my spirit to write what it will.  A lot of my writing is about processing my 'stuff', much of it from my last relationship with my ex-girlfriend, among other things.  She had a profound effect on my life, and we had an intensely passionate relationship.  Two things about my feelings for her seem that they will never change, that I will always love her, and that I will always long for her touch.  What I need to reconcile in my being, is how to cherish that I have those feelings, that will likely never change, and channel them into positive associations, rather than longings of what is lost.

Today, today has been a pretty lazy day, I slept late, till about 1:30, recuperating from the night before.  Made my way to the computer,  where I've spent the last 3 hours making site updates, and now a little journal entry.

The changes I made for the sites was for the bbw site, actually, last night I approached a couple of big curvy women at the play party, I'm hoping some of them will contact me about posing for the site. I found some little BBW graphics that I liked, and it inspired me to change the layout and design a bit, to incorporate those little clean curvy graphics.

           

Too much fun!  I love website design!  If you're ever looking for a website designer... hire me, I have reasonable negotiable rates, and a passion for what I do!  Okay, enough shameless plugging of business related ventures, I'm off to read more of my book, and maybe catch a movie on TV.