January 24

Writing this while Wolfe is at kickboxing ( I'm going next Monday, honest!).  When he gets back we've got a photo shoot planned, well, actually, South Park and then a photo shoot. 

I'm finally going to get this pedicure photographed before it chips!

That and probably the new blue and black teddy I bought, well new to me anyways. I'll probably have some little 'peek' pics for you in tomorrows entry. 

Aya's head shave auction took off to a good start, with someone placing a bid right away for double the opening bid, so she's up to 200$.  All the money is going to her, and I hope the bidding gets fierce, because her and her wife are a little strapped for cash right now.  Which is not why she's doing it, she's been meaning to shave it for some time now, but I'm sure the money will come in handy for her.  I can't wait, I think it's going to be so much fun.  I get to chaperone, who knows I may throw my own head into the fray. <grin>.

I haven't had a chance to talk to her in person the last couple of days, so I left a message today on her machine telling her she had a bid, I'm sure she'll be thrilled to hear it, she's very excited about the head shave, all revved up.  She's a very spunky sexy girl, and she gets pretty energized.  We both get that way when it comes to fetish stuff, and Domming, and when her and I get talking about different dreams, plans, ideas, schemes, we work one another up into a frenzy of frenetic energy.  That and interior decorating, we have in common.  She's the perfect person to collaborate with on those kinds of projects, I  would be happy to share dungeon space with her.

So decided against going to the sex convention thingy tonight, might check it out on the weekend.  I've been a home body pretty much all week.  I find my mood becomes more depressed during my menses and I haven't had much motivation or energy the last few days.

I'm in a little limbo land, which I hope will lift soon.

In the meantime, here's a little more Buddhist wisdom:

 

For a person of unsteady mind,
Not knowing true Dharma,
Serenity
Set adrift:
Discernment doesn't grow full.

For a person of unsoddened mind,
Un-assaulted awareness,
Abandoning merit & evil,
Wakeful,
There is no danger
No fear.

-Dhammapada, 3, translation by Thanissaro Bhikku.

Focus,
not on the rudeness of others,
not on what they've done
or left undone,
but on what you
have & haven't done
yourself.

-Dhammapada, 4, translation by Thanissaro Bhikkhu.

 

Leila

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