January 11 

Another exceptionally quiet day.  The rainy weather has returned, and it's been one of those lazy grey days.  I took the time to go back over some of the email I've been letting pile up and respond to those that most piqued my interest.   Made an email connection with a local foot fetish guy that loves to pamper bare feet, which is something I absolutely adore.  I'm hoping to schedule a pedicure at a salon next Saturday and have him along to watch, help me pick a nail colour, and be the benefactor of the experience, then we can enjoy my freshly pedicured feet together.  I'd like to get a French style pedicure, but I have such funny little nails, tiny tiny like shells on all the toes other than my big toes, that I don't think I can.  I'll have to check with the pedicurist.

Today the girls, Aya and her wife, stopped by briefly and brought with them their sexy friend who wants to pose for photos.  She's really lovely, olive complexion, dark hair and sultry eyes.  She looks as though she'll be extremely photogenic.  We made tentative plans to go over to their place tomorrow and shoot.  It will make for a nice change of indoor backgrounds, as they rent a rather large house.  I'll have to make sure I take a couple of phone numbers of local boy subbies along with me in case we need to dial one up.  There's someone whose interested in modeling that lives quite close to them, but I haven't met him yet, that might be a distinct possibility.  If not I still have plenty of photo editing to do to get the galleries up from the last time we took photos together.

I'm still getting over the good fortune of this url being available.  It's one of those serendipitous events.  I was watching TV last week, and something reminded me of term/concept of pillow books, and I thought it fit so well for me, I asked Wolfe who as at the computer on a whim to check to see if the url was taken, never dreaming it wouldn't be.  It pains me I haven't anything better to write about! <laugh>  Oh well, they can't be all insanely crazy days.  I guess for some people it would be unusual enough that I was sitting naked and disheveled half awake only to find the girls, and a lovely complete stranger looking up at me with a cheerful hello earlier this afternoon.  I guess nudity is something I pretty much take for granted.  I did go throw my kimono on, about 20 minutes later.

I've been noticing small slow steady over all improvements in my depression, able to read again, which is nice, though it's taking me much longer to get through a book then my usual couple of days time.  I'm reading one of Anne Rice's more recent vampire novels, it came out quite a few months ago now, but I hadn't been able to concentrate well enough to really read and enjoy anything up until a couple of weeks ago.  I always enjoy her writing so much.  The attention to detail, and the interweaving of historical events and the arts, it makes the whole experience lush and super real.

It's the type of reading that suits my mood right now, a kind of surrealistic dreamy haze envelops me.  Sleeping 10-12 hour nights filled end to end with detailed fantastical dreams, and when I'm awake I feel as if I lay down it would be a struggle not to fall back to sleep and back into the same dreams again.  Part of it I think are the new medications I'm on, which have a sedating effect which is supposed to ease up after a while.  I hope so, but even if it doesn't, it's still better than the agitation I had before.  I was having some really miserable moods.

I should wrap up writing, and go finish editing the photo galleries I did the other night with Aya and the little sissy boy we 'force' femmed for the photos, not that any real force was necessary.  He loves to cross dress, and it was the last series of photos we did with him in my lingerie, where there was distinct physical evidence he was really enjoying himself.  If I would have had more time that evening I would have shaved him.

Here are a few more little tastes of some of the fun we had the other night, with a focus on when we had subbie boy dressed in my white merry widow and apron, and big curly wig, to hide his shy eyes away.

 

That's me on the left, in an auburn page boy wig, I wanted similar hair length and darkness to Aya, as we were both dressed in red, on the red bed, with the sissy boy in white.  We put the merry widow on him first, and then slipped my white panties on, which as you can see didn't fit entirely well enough in the crotch, his boys kept sneaking out!

 

Then the wig was on, and the apron.  Then he held the fruit platter while we took a little break.

The camera spent some time admiring my shoes, and we were back to more mischief.

      

But in retrospect, we really should have taken the time to shave him <laugh>.  Next time!

Speaking of shaving, the hair on my head is getting far too long for my taste, I've arranged with a local hair salon owner who is the belle of the local fetish ball here, body perve, to use her salon to do a fetish head shave photo shoot next time I take it down to the skin.  I'm thinking February.  Haven't picked a hard date yet.  I submitted some photos for them to use on the body perve site, but I'm not sure when they'll be doing that update. Well that's enough out of me, I should go get these sorted into proper galleries before I'm off for another evenings dose of crass humour, tonight it's mad TV and Saturday Night Live.    

XO
Leila

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