February 26th - layers and levels

Lust
cause and effect

Babalon astride the many headed lion, pulling at cup of eternity, where  strength (the beast - the many headed lion) are coupled with the receptive power of the queen of stars. Between them - the sweetest thing: The great work.  (more about this card & others-http://www.geocities.com/Paris/2110)

Babalon, queen of the stars, as dark as the night, she embraces the all. Whether wearing the face of lust and love, as Venus, or of night and creation as Nu or Nyx.. whether mortal or immortal.  She harkens an awakening.. some say, the Apocalypse.  Does she wear a face now, one wonders... <smile>.

My face is changing.. connecting, will do that to you, awakening, will do it to you even more.  I mourn for those, who cannot see how much there is alive in the world.

So many levels right now, to my joy, so many layers to my being.

Parts, coming together... curiouser and curiouser, Alice would have said.

barbie, my new love... amazes me, catalyzes me, awakens me, shifts me inside of myself, into totally new places. Places that have always been there, but that have been waiting, waiting for the right set of ... circumstances.

I wonder if she realizes sometimes how powerful she is, and how incredible her life has been, and in many ways how beautiful. She tells me little pieces of her story, and I am mesmerized by it's complexity, pain, beauty... all the things, that have swirled together, whether joyous or terrible, to bring her to who she is now.  and how much I love who she is.

There is so much I could say.. but really, it's so much more important, to just feel.