No today's entry isn't about bdsm.. though it could be. :)
Last
night I had my kickboxing testing for my high blue belt, and today.. I am
sore!
Have been spending most of my day so far chatting and playing with members on
the live cam. And now am just sitting down to write my
journal.
I
should really be thinking about eating some breakfast soon!
So Last night was 3 and a half hours of challenging testing.. phew. Started at 6pm and went till 9:30. I was supposed to have worked till 4pm that day at my regular job and would have had to have gone straight to the dojo from work with only time to grab a snack, but I asked to get off a couple of hours early. Left work at 2pm, came home and grabbed a snack and a nap, got up, clippered my head, and then dashed off to my testing.
Ty and bi-boy came to watch most of it, which was really really nice. Was happy to have them there. Felt supported, and special. Martial arts is an important part of my life, and it's nice when people you care for can support you in what is meaningful for you. Then we headed out for a celebratory dinner the four of us. Wolfe was testing to, and did an amazing job getting his brown belt.. he's one up on me! Ty and bi-boy treated us to an amazing sushi/sashimi feast, and I left very satiated and very happy. Then it was back to our place for lots of cuddling... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
So
today I'm sore.. sore but happy. Relaxing and chatting with members..
role playing, dressing up, fondling myself.. head and tail, for admiring
audiences.
While talking about fantasies with them in chat. Too much
fun.
I love feeling people get aroused, and being a part of that, and working to
bring them to that sweet culmination. Satisfying.
There is a special kind of intimacy that happens while I'm sitting here in
front of my keyboard
and monitor.. chatting with people 
while
they watch me. Connect with me, tell me things... I love it.
It's also a definite escapism... as I shut out the mess of my apartment around me.. I was going to clean today.. really I was. But instead I had a sweet submissive encourage me to dress up, paint my nails and be nasty... so I did that instead.
Now I'm starting to feel my stomach rumbling, and thinking I should attend to the real world for a little while, seeing as I have to go teach a kickboxing class, actually three in a row... starting at 5pm... and it's 1pm already?!?!!!!...
So time to run... I've spent my day today, sore, and playing... Maybe I'll get some 'work' done tomorrow instead. Time for a trip to the store for some Epsom salts to soak myself, something to wash down some ibuprofen, a salad roll for breakfast... maybe I'll eat lunch in the tub.
Oh.. and going to get a program called 'pay pal' set up.. so that in the members area, for additional fees, members can make some 'special' requests for me for various forms of cyber play. Remember, I am very very bribable.. <grin>
<kisses>
Katt
