August 31st - Leather and Leaves.

I can't believe that the leaves are starting to fall from the trees, and that in less than an hour it will be September, the summer is slipping away so quickly.  There's something about fall that reminds me of leather... besides just fall fashions.

With natures harvest starting to ripen around me, something inside of me is ripening too... I feel the first stirrings of heartstrings, of some substantial possibility for deep love bubbling up from inside of me... I'm sitting on it patiently, trying to hold it at bay, not wanting to go too far too fast, and take root in fields where I may not be wanted... still putting out my tendrils.  So far though it's been warm earth and sunshine all the way. <smile>   That's a lot of gentle and poetic talk from me considering inside me is something much more passionate and less earthy, more fiery.. wanting to plough and plunder and ignite.

Today I felt like leather...

Something about how leather is soft, yet strong, has a lot of structure and containment, yet minimal & animal.

Leather is blatantly sexual, yet speaks of restraint and control.

I'm in a very leather head space, I feel full of contained and controlled passion... 

Wanting to take charge, seduce, control.
Too bad that I was alone with the camera.

Slightly frustrated, moody... I was in almost perfect Domme space.  All it would have taken to push me totally into that Top zone was someone with that adorational gaze, or a little tremble, someone with barely contained anticipation, a perfect blend of desire and fear.  Someone to play with... someone who I could play like an instrument, someone who knows how to moan.

All to often I'm that person, lost in sub space... wanting to please, lost in total sensation as the other over powers me.

But not today...

today I was leather.

today I was contained passion, strong, 
animal... the black jungle cat deep in my soul, awake and ready to spring.

Definitely not polite company material... If I had a guest over, I don't think my restraint would have lasted long.  Today I was only so patient.  Not needy, not that, Just insistent.

Very Very Insistent
    I want to seduce you now...

 I don't want to wait much longer
    I want union, communion.
To be the leather clad priestess and
    to hear your every confession.

OBSESSION

 

Though that's today.. who knows who I'll be tomorrow... not so very different, but my Gemini nature does lead to some varying facets of the same self.

Where are loves other victims when you need them? <smile>

                       

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P.S.   The full gallery of cam snaps from this series is up in the members area, as well as a slide show  XOX.. Katt.