August 21st - Slide Shows

Finally set up some software that allows us to do slide shows, which is a format for displaying cam images that I really enjoy.  So I spent the afternoon going through old cam archives from the members area and making some slide shows!  They should be added over the next couple of days in the members area, and I'll have a sample in the guest area as well.  I really like the feel of them, for me they bring the images to life, giving them the appearance of a refresh cam.

Wolfe will be shaving my head.. razor and cream... tomorrow night live on the cam at 7:30 pm.. so I'm a bit nervous about that. It will be the third time, and I'm anticipating it with mixed feelings.  I enjoy it... and it makes me uncomfortable all at the same time, it causes that 'good stress' feeling.  The razor scraping over my head, making me completely naked and smooth.

My day over all was very uneventful, I slept soundly till noon which I must have really needed.. I was shorted on sleep all weekend.  If I don't get about 9 hours a night, I will eventually make up for it on a day where I can.  So a few short nights, then whammo, one day that I can sleep in and don't set the alarm I'll have like a 15 hour stretch... then I'm back to normal again.  I can't function on a sleep deficit for long, my body just doesn't let me.  I did today what I normally do then on my days off, slept really late, woke up, came straight up to the computer worked on the site ALL day long, didn't eat my first meal till around 6pm, left for the dojo at 7pm to workout, home again at 10pm and here again now to write my journal entry.  So very little 'day' stuff to share.

So... I'll fill this space with a couple of old poems of mine, and call it a night... lay my head back on my waiting pillow and hope for sweet dreams... :)

 

 

Dreaming

 

I thought I had awaken

to find you staring at me

through the window of my third story apartment

Your piercing eyes

like a gothic prince

Had you crawled the concrete wall

like a spider

Then we were standing

by the cliffs

and the wind

whipped our long cloaks around us

as we kissed

the swirling fabric around me flipped to wings

as I became smaller, and smaller

my avian body feathered and light

soaring through the gray clouds

a dizzying height

dreaming

Dreaming 2

 

Standing

the horizon undulating

a sea of crimson haze

desert

snakes

you opened your mouth to speak

and a small lizard crawled out

In a hotel room

you wrapped your long strong legs around me

I counted the fingers on your toes

one, two, three, four, five, six..

one two many?

I’m a man

I’m a woman

I’m a child

you are gone

again

I’m alone

alone

dreaming.

 

                                                                        The End!
                                                            

                                                                        

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                                            XOX
                                            Katt

      

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

What're you doing down here?!?... thats it, finis, no more!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I'm serious, you're wasting your time with this.. the journal entry is over.. this is just space down here, you'd be silly to keep going, really...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

there's nothing to see... you'll be sorry... just blackness, nothing down here...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

hello? man... some people are entirely too persistent!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

okay you win... one last little pic... <kiss>