Do not get a really nasty head cold while you are having your period, and are taking care of a new puppy, and your depression seems to be on a downswing. I feel like crap, or rather as Wolfe was saying when his cold peaked last week ‘a flaming bag of dog shit’. Last week though, was rather nicer…

I locked lips and properly kissed the little tanuki devil that has been sharing our bed rather often as of late. Tonight was still pretty good though considering how sick I feel. We had a movie night, and pumped up the air mattress, set ourselves up in front of the TV in a threeway cuddle ate popcorn and enjoyed the show.

Then everyone else was ready for bed, and I was wide awake craving ice cream, and balling my eyes out. Wolfe rescued me with a container of Ben and Jerry’s ‘half baked’ which was rather appropriate considering that’s how I was feeling.

Speaking of being half baked, I’ve decided to go visit my local community mental health center, since I can’t find a psychiatrist taking new patients in my area. Joy, oh joy, believe me, these are not fun places to visit. At least someone other than my regular Doc can monitor my meds and my mood, and they will help me find a regular psychiatrist asap.

Due to the invasion of the evil cold virus, I had to cancel a whole lot of photo shoots last week and this, hopefully didn’t burn any bridges, I’m getting a bad reputation for setting up shoots and cancelling. As a depressive person with anxiety to boot, I can’t predict how I’m going to be a week in advance, it doesn’t make me particularly reliable. Most of my ‘models’ are my friends, and are easy going about it.

Oh, I almost forgot to mention the bladder infection I have and am currently on antibiotics for, both the infection, and the antibiotics, also make me feel crappy. I have so many things making me feel crappy, I can’t keep track of them anymore!

Ciao
Miao
Leila

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