I really miss practicing martial arts, its been what, like 3 years now. Since my depression, multiple hospitalizations, anti-depressants, etc, I’ve gained weight, lost muscle tone, and have the cardio of a sloth. Forget my totemic animal being the panther, I should change it to the sloth. Moving in slo-mo.

Urgh, I have aches all over my body, I think every lymph node I own is swollen, I want nymph lodes instead… mmmmm… the mother load of nymphs. I’d be too tired to have at them, but maybe they’d be willing to have at me, not that I’m really well enough to enjoy loads [...]

You are the color red. You are the most controversial of all the colors. You are often easily angered, but as easily as you got excited, you come down. When angered, do you have the tendency to be malicious? Afterwards do you end up begging for forgiveness? Maybe But you’re [...]

You are the color red. You are the mostcontroversial of all the colors. You are ofteneasily angered, but as easily as you gotexcited, you come down. When angered, do youhave the tendency to be malicious? Afterwards,do you end up begging for forgiveness? Maybe.But you’re incredibly generous, and, oddenough, needy. [...]

Do not get a really nasty head cold while you are having your period, and are taking care of a new puppy, and your depression seems to be on a downswing. I feel like crap, or rather as Wolfe was saying when his cold peaked last week ‘a flaming bag of dog shit’. Last [...]

Dissassociating on the television faces, making lines and shapes by joining iris to nostril to lip corner like playing connect the dots. Not real people, just a conglomoration of spots, light in miniture combinations of red blue and green creating illusions on my little screen.
Is nothing what it seems?…

You’d be Bettie Page! brought to you by Quizilla

hmmm… me? a chameleon? moi?

Jaguar Spirit Calls To You! Jaguar’s Wisdom Includes:
Seeing the roads within chaos
Understanding the patterns of chaos
Moving without fear in the darkness
Facilitating soul work
Empowering oneself
Moving in unknown places
Shapeshifter
Psychic sight

Animal Spirit Guides ~ Which One Calls To You? brought to you by Quizilla
Pretty accurate for me, I’ve used the nic [...]

I went to the Vancouver BDSM munch last night with my baby t-girl jOni, which was very very nice. It was a really big turnout, and it’s nice to see familiar faces. One of our local greats in toy making, had a really yummy studded leather paddle, studded on one side, smooth on [...]

I’ve been having a yummy week playing with Wolfe’s little toy tanuki. I’ve attached some pics from a photo shoot we did together. Have I mentioned before that I love pain sluts? I think I have…

There is nothing to bring out the Domme side in me like someone who can achieve multiple orgasm [...]

Well, I had too much excitement today. Wolfe and tanuki headed out to go hiking this morning, and shortly after they left, while I was alone with the dogs, the two of them on the porch playing, me watching from up in the loft, keeping a mothers close eye. I noticed Bella had [...]

I’ve been mostly out of it today. I stayed up late last night, played with tanuki, Wolfe’s little girl for almost 3 hours last night, blindfolded on the bed. She was a lot of fun. I think I caned, spanked, paddled and hand fucked a good couple of dozen orgasms out of [...]

Well, posed in my new wig, (big tacky red do) and my new camy and boy shorts. Here’s some pics, they are more porny than arty pics, my work ranges from very arty to very porny, and these are very porny corny in my opinion. I had fun doing them though. You can see my [...]