Going shopping today
Friend of mine is coming over and removing me from my premises to take me to value village locations, shopping therapy WILL happen today. That and big brother on tv tonight and the fact that I just woke up from a big nap after being woken up all morning by beautiful bella, it’s looking like a better morning than the crabby one I started out with. Which involved Bella peeing on me, my fault, she’d just woken up, and I should have taken her to the pee place right away, didn’t. I almost rolled up a newspaper to hit myself on the head and scold bad puppy mommy BAD. But decided that I had learned my lesson. Even though usually with the right people, I enjoy being peed on, this wasn’t that kind of scene. Would that make it beastiality water sports… ewwwwww. 
Well, the ‘exchange’ of the last of the baby boy’s stuff that was left here, with some panties he had of mine there. Was just completed by Wolfe, so that is hopefully that. Closed chapter. short, sweet, get thee over it wench.
shopping therapy, puppy therapy, orgasm therapy, I’m doing everything I can. Missed an orgasm yesterday, maybe I should try for two today to make up for it? Probably not, my libido may be slightly restored due to medication changes but I’m not completely back to my constantly randy self. Actually, that’s not true, I’ve kind of discovered that I’m pretty much ‘horny’ all the time, it’s just the depression and the meds make me too apathetic and lazy to act on it much of the time, partly because the meds make it harder for me to get off… I think hmmmm… I’d like to, if only it wasn’t so much work, maybe I’ll just watch some tv and eat. yah… good plan
Really want to go to the munch on wednesday night, nice to get together with familiar places in a familiar location, and eat familiar food, and well, maybe cruise a little.
Okay, enough out of me, I need to primp a little for shopping before my friend arrives, maybe washing might be an idea too… hmmmm..
XO
Leila