Friend of mine is coming over and removing me from my premises to take me to value village locations, shopping therapy WILL happen today. That and big brother on tv tonight and the fact that I just woke up from a big nap after being woken up all morning by beautiful bella, it’s looking [...]

Poly, having an open marriage, being non-monogamous, is not about not having enough love, etc, in the relationship. If anything it often feels like the opposite, that we have so much, we want to share it with others. Wolfe left for kickboxing, and 15 minutes later, came back in… looking like this.

Even though [...]

At least he had the balls to call back, finally, and “dump” me, well, it was kind of mutual, I basically said if he couldn’t be honest and let me know when he was planning on hooking up with other women, and being intimate with other people, that it violated my ability to trust him. [...]

Well, I’ve spent shit loads of time this weekend just sleeping, I have no idea how many hours, just too many. I think the main reason is a)depressive symptoms - fluxuates with me, I go through periods with too much sleep, and others with too little, and b) puppy sleep schedule. Since I [...]

Well, little Bella is the joy of my life right now. She’s absoultely adorable. I’ve been Mommying her 24/7, which has been more of a joy than a chore. She’s smart, and curious, and a happy girl. Her and Iggy started really playing together today, whch was so cute, He’s really [...]

Well, It’s been an interesting week. I still haven’t heard a word out of my baby boy, which is leading me to feel pretty low on the priority list. When he said he needed time to think about things, I didn’t realize he would be totally non-communicato. I would love to have some [...]

Well, my feelings have been all over the place with the hiatus from the boy. I’ve told Wolfe that he can pull the IP block and so if he wants to access my sites and info, I’m okay with that now, I just needed some time to feel completely private from him. I [...]

What the hell was I thinking, which is most of what is going through my mind lately. I don’t really want to get into the hows and whys of it, because I don’t want to make out my boy (ex-boy?) as some evil being, he’s just a regular 20 something guy, making regular 20 [...]

We’ve had a record hot summer here, and it’s been a record for me getting hot sweaty and skanky for day after day after day. I’m starting to seriously look forward to the fall. Had a little dip in my mood today that I rectified with a bit of a shopping spree. [...]

Thanks for your comment Danielle, it’s nice to know people are reading, considering I haven’t written for so long! Unfortunately my place doesn’t look exactly like a sultans harem room… but I do plan on having one some day, would that make me a sultanette? I love figs and dates, and honey, so I [...]